Josh A Darkness Lyrics

End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
Wrote the f*ckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a f*ckin' habit
Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut
Barely even stand my f*ckin' self, so I can't love
Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless
I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness
End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
Wrote the f*ckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a f*ckin' habit

Heart breaks every time I see her face now
Flipped this shit myself and now it's at a million plays, wow
Failing all my classes, teachers saw waste of potential
Could've been a doctor, but the music more essential
I remember all the days when I couldn't feel my best Now I'm fillin' up the bank cause I made it off of rap
But the sadness never changed, it don't matter what I have
It'll never go away, it'll never go away

When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up
When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up

End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
Wrote the f*ckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a f*ckin' habit
Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut
Barely even stand my f*ckin' self, so I can't love
Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless
I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness

When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up
When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up