Johnnascus 2Am Lyrics

"feel like I just wanna get-"

Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes, I keep [?]
I want to be free
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Sitting in my room at 2am
Dont talk what to talk about
Imma let these emotions come through
I been emotionally distant from the people that care about me I don't know why
I am sorry
I am sorry
Maybe thats why I just feel so alone in my mind in my life It is dreadful
Kiss a boy on the lips
Kiss a girl on the lips
But it doesnt really matter
Cause they all just think I'm shit
But I shouldn't need a human to push their love to me
I should really love myself but I lost the self acceptance
And the self to accept with
I just need to find it
Or maybe I have
I just haven't let it in