Jessie Murph Sobriety Lyrics

[Intro]
Ma'am, I'm gon' need you to uh, pee in this cup
Alright

[Verse 1]
Xanny, packed in my Off-White fanny
I been goin' off, I'm manic
Shit wearing off, I'm landin'
More on the way, don't panic, ooh-ooh
Drank too much, goddamn it (Damn)
Shut that door, don't slam it
Shit too loud, can't stand it
I can't stand it

[Pre-Chorus]
Wasted, hiding in the basement
Careful when you do me wrong
I don't ever chase shit
Life is what you make it
They say that when you make it
How I gonna turn it off all these expectations?

[Chorus]
I got anxiety
They told me the pill should've helped me
But I think they lied to me
Motherf*ckin' mess, I don't fit in society
Demons inside of me, f*ck my sobriety
I got anxiеty
No, I won't piss in no cup
Know that my liver is f*cked
Know that we living it up
f*ck my sobriеty, f*ck my sobriety, f*ck my sobriety
[Verse 2]
Sing me a motherf*ckin' lullaby
Hard as I'm trying, not tryna to die Spirits, I'm tryna hide
Wide awake, thinkin' 'bout suicide
Suicide, on the line
On my mind
Bitch, I can't sleep, I'm in the deep end
f*ck the z's, unless it's O-Z's then

[Chorus]
I got anxiety
They told me the pill should've helped me
But I think they lied to me
Motherf*cking mess, I don't fit in society
Demons inside of me, f*ck my sobriety
I got anxiety
No, I won't piss in no cup
Know that my liver is f*cked
Know that we living it up
f*ck my sobriety, f*ck my sobriety, f*ck my sobriety

[Outro]
I know I might seem like a mess and
I got some heavy obsessions
Depression ain't easy but I'm just confessin'
I'm sick of pretendin'
I'm sick but I'm mendin'
I'm probably offendin' some bitches with stitches, they all sacrilegious
So I'm sayin', "f*ck them" (f*ck my sobriety)
I'm sayin', "f*ck them"
I got anxiety
f*ck my sobriety
Go 'head put that shit in Variety (Bitch)