Jarren Benton I Deserve It Lyrics

Tried suicide once didn't have the balls to go all the way
Thought a bottle of pain pills will take all my hurt away
I was so in depression and all this pain was gon’ murder me
I’m still standin’ bitch go tell the f*ck niggas come murder me
Born and raised on the Eastside ho??? what the hell he go
Young dumb ass nigga doing stupid as shit
What the f*ck I know
Mama like “boy better get it togheter
Here, read the Bibe-biti-biti-bibe-biti-biti-bible”
In one ear and out the other that’s how she sound
In the back of my dome
Hit a half of pound in the back of her home
“God damn boy what the f*ck goin' on”
I’m sorry mom, I ain’t built like that
But I’m so stressed out and I feel so alone
Got a little girl, all the way broke as f*ck
And I still live in my grandma’s house
So my girlfriend thinks I’m a loser
Bitch, I’m tryin’, God damn, what’s that about?
f*ck it, I feel like givin’ up
I cannot play the cards that God has dealt
I feel like that’s enough
So I dig deep down inside to find a strength for me to buck up
What don’t kill me make me stronger
Now it’s time to get the f*ck up

Ki-ki-killin’ everything, I’m on that murder shit
I wake up everyday like that’s the only thing my purpose is
All the pain I felt guess it was worth it bitch
It’s when a nigga makes it to the top, I deserve that shit
I deserve that shit, I deserve that shit
If a hater loses his life, then he deserves that shit
I deserve that shit, I deserve that shit We deserve that shit
We’re so f*ckin’ high, yup bitch
We deserve that shit

All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit
All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit
All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit
All I do is murder, murder, murder
Murder, murder, murder

I’ma kill everything in sight
I was put here to murk your life
I’ma rapin’ and murder mics
I’m a demon that cursed tonight
Put my heart on this paper and scribble pain like it hurts to write
This is sport and decapitate motherf*ckers the first to fight
First to swing a sword at hoes
Loan that rope, my heart so cold
f*ck, I gave like throw my souls
Rap shit is like all I know
Been patienly waitin’ to flow I feel like I can’t take anymore
I’m drowned in my misery, this despression is breakin’ me slow
f*ck it, gotta get up and fight, can no motherf*cker here hold me down
I’ma show these clowns, where the f*ck is my crown
Click-click blah, I’ma blow these rounds
Go so hard, we deserve that shit
Back then I was so wothless bitch
Can’t walk one f*ckin’ mile in my shoes
Your p*ssy ass niggas better suck my dick
Yeah, I’m tryna upgrade on my cashflow
I’m kickin’ down the door so what the f*ck you think this mask for
Hope you dyin’ slow then come back a faggot’s asshole
Kato on the track, so niggas know I’m ‘bout to spaz ho

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