im addicted period. you know. i mean like. and its weird because so many of the
population, so much of the population is addicted or - or you know compulsive.
and impulsive. im really, like, compulsive about shit. when i cant fix my head
with, you know, with a certiain drug or whatever ill clean somehitng up. you
know. or i'll, i get really like, f*cking fidgety and uncomfortable and i get,
i fly off the handle easy, you know. its like if its not, if im not gorging
myself on, on, on one thing im f*cking...im trying to fill that, that hole some
other way, you know what i mean. its always this great feeling of need and it
doesnt ne-necessarily have to be of anything in particular, its just something
that you dont know what it is which drives you that much more insane sometimes.
you know. and thats what a lot of people today, um, suffer from and a lot of
people dont even realise it. you know. i dont profess to know everything about
it but. u know. i dont know. i just uh. i know that theres that hole that needs
o be filled. and uh. a lot of people die trying.