Jacob Sartorius Fear Of Intimacy Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I got a fear of intimacy
It's always living with me
I know you can't really see
I got some voices to please
Try to remind myself that
Can't die from panic attacks
Well maybe I'll be the first
Maybe it's what I deserve

[Pre-Chorus]
But we were at a party and you said I'm just your type
Then I said "That sounds fun, but you don't know what's on my mind"
[Chorus]
Just so you know
I'm super far from perfect
But I promise I'm still working on it
Just so you know
I haven't slept in a week
From all the demons I keep
Well, baby, just so you know
I want to give you my best
But lately I've been so stressed out
Just so you know
It's not you, it's all me
The fear of intimacy

[Post-Chorus]
The fear of intimacy
Yeah
Woo

[Verse 2]
I got a fear of dying alone
When there ain't nobody home
Eating food and I choked
Find me dead on the floor
Got a fear of telling the truth
Of how I actually feel
Don't want to disappoint you
Or you to think it's not real
Don't leave me
Why would I lie?
[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, we were at a party and you said I'm just your type
Then I said "That sounds fun, but you don't know what's on my mind" [Chorus]
Just so you know
I'm super far from perfect
But I promise I'm still working on it
Just so you know
I haven't slept in a week
From all the demons I keep
Well, baby, just so you know
I want to give you my best
But lately I've been so stressed out
Just so you know
It's not you, it's all me
The fear of intimacy

[Post-Chorus]
The fear of intimacy
I got a fear of intimacy
The fear of intimacy

[Bridge]
You said that it would be okay
Now I'm in the rain where you left me
My mind's a little bit lost now
Don't know if I'll ever find my way out
I wish somebody showed me
Real love that doesn't make my heart bleed
Running on empty
Nobody want to help me
[Chorus]
Just so you know
I'm super far from perfect
But I promise I'm still working on it
Just so you know
I haven't slept in a week
From all the demons I keep
Well, baby, just so you know
I want to give you my best
But lately I've been so stressed out
Just so you know
It's not you, it's all me
The fear of intimacy

[Post-Chorus]
The fear of intimacy
I got a fear of intimacy
The fear of intimacy