I Exist Never Know Lyrics

there's no amount of medicine
to wreck this ball
through physics or with sin
and break this wall
no way to bend my mind
to see your face
I'm trying all the time
just in case

I will never know why
there's so much space between us
all we need is time
to say goodbye

there's just no way to push me down
or pull me up
I need an ultrasound
to wake me up
I know I'm not alone
but a loner
searching for a typo donor

I will never know why there's so much space between us
all we need is time
I'll never know why
we never had the chance to
can we undo time
and say goodbye

and when I try
to find your face
I see the timing turning away
but when you rise
to sieze your day
know that I'm calling your name

I will never know why
there's so much space between us
all we need is time
I'll never know why
we never had the chance to
can we undo time
and say goodbye