I Am War My Never Ending Love Affair With Disaster Lyrics

No longer a zombie, I sat up and walked. Walked out the
door.
Freed myself from burdens, I jumped up and ran. Ran out
the door.

I can't live that way anymore, depressed by what I love.
I can't live that way anymore, loving what makes me
depressed.
A never ending disaster, a love affair with evil
symphony.

My passion is mine. Where I walk it walks with me.
My passion is mine. Always burning in me, you can't fade me out.

Pull, pull, pull, pull, pull me down.
Back underneath, back underneath.
Back under deep, dark ground again.
Pull me down, so I can't see.
So I can't think, so I can't be myself again.

I'll get out, I'll find relief.
So I so you, so we can f*ck me up again.
No one's fault. Incomplete.
Not denial. I just see. What's in front of me?