Holy Mountain Never Met Lyrics

I like a story I can see right through
And I know you do that 'cause I do that too
The feelings best when it's fleeting
The memory is best when it's leaving

What was it like when you lived back then?
I wanna hear about some people that you never met
I wanna stare up at the sun until I'm blind again
Wake up in your arms again

But I can't get a hold
That's why you see me
I'm so shook up
God might forgive you but I don't
No it's just something you know Black lights, got a suicide fever
Think about the past, stop the weight upon the trigger
When you get this old, man, you really start to figure

Black lights, got a suicide fever
When I cast stones in the past, stop the weight upon the trigger
When you get this old, man, you really start to figure

That I feel so small, what could I be doing wrong?
I feel so small, what could I be doing wrong?