Holding Absence Here Forever Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Something wrong inside of me
A stomachache of tragedy
Can't tell if I'm cursed or chronically ill
There's so much inside of me I'm trying to kill
I'm trying to kill

[Chorus]
Woe and misery have followed me
Sorrows, periphery is choking me
Will I ever leave behind the exquisite pain?
Hope intrinsically is lost on me

[Verse 2]
My insomnia waves nd sleeping through the days
Make me look like I'm fine, that's nothing but a lie
Eating to fill my flesh and starving myself
Have got me looking in good health, but I still don't feel my best
What I told myself was a pilgrimage Is nothing short of a severance
You can tell from my pure grim image
That I am only alive for reverence

[Chorus]
Woe and misery have followed me
Sorrows, periphery is choking me
Will I ever leave behind the exquisite pain?
Hope intrinsically is lost on me
[Bridge]
Despite the uncompromising pain
I'm still so scared of death, so scared of death
The only difference between
A rut and a grave is the depth

[Chorus]
Woe and misery have followed me
Sorrows, periphery is choking me
Will I ever leave behind the exquisite pain?
Hope intrinsically is lost on me