Gillis Lysell Melancholia Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna sleep
Tomorrow is nothing big
I'm going to deep
Wherever I dig
I sit on the shower drain
A dam for a flood
Ike summer rain on a winter's day
Contemplating blood

[Verse 2]
I feel like they're leaving me
Like they've been decieving me
I'm not a contradiction
Joyous affliction

[Chorus 1]
Melancholia
Been looking for ya
Strong as ever
Quite steller [Verse 3]
Mental masochist
Carefully remiss
I never existed
When I rarely resisted
[Chorus 2]
Melancholia
Been waiting for ya
Moonshine for the sober
Arid hangover

[Verse 4]
There are mirrors on the sea
I used to say good night to her
She doesn't want to see me
I am where you were

[Chorus 3]
Melancholia
Been longing for ya
I adore ya
Painful euphoria