Fighting Gemini New Friend Lyrics

Thinking about yesterday, when I became more of a man
Everything I wanna say, describes just who I am
I can hardly find the words, to show you what I feel
I know that it sounds absurd
Because the past is so unreal

If you find me by the river
Looking like I'm jumping in
Realize this is not the first time
I've thought about the end
If you find me by the river
Looking like I'm losing it
Just pull over to the shoulder I'm in need of a new friend

We always have the longest talks
About all that I do wrong
You told me you were going to walk
But you knew I'd be worse off
For the brightest piece of mind
You sure are looking dim
You must illuminate the night
'Cause I can keep you, I can't keep this alive

It didn't take long for me to come right undone
Everything I thought I'd say, fell apart and you washed it all away