Feeble Little Horse Hold Lyrics

I shouldn't have held onto her, i should've held it back
If you were angry at me you know you could've left
I'd understand it if i was only a misstep
I feel myself in denial, i feel myself in regret

I couldn't hold my breath

You know i went to your place just to stand outside
I thought i'd stop feeling sad if i could say goodbye I saw my name in the paper, saw my face in the wall
If i was nothing to you, i wasn't nothing at all
I couldn't hold my breath

I wasn't meaning to bite my nails
Is something different?
I guess that i don't care
I wasn't worried until you stared
So how could i go on if you're not here?