Eskimo Callboy Shallows Lyrics

[Intro]:
All the feelings lock me out
Don't want to feel it again and again
I can hear the voices loud
Cannot forget the scars remain

Lie!
I never saw myself so clear

So why do you
Chasten me
Testing me
Again
So many words
But nothing left to say

[Verse 1]:
Feels like I'm lost in the shallows
All my life I was doomed to fail
Since I have escaped from the gallows
I carry my cross through the valley of faith
Why am I attracted to failure
I don't wanna carry the weight
Why does it hurt so bad
To forgive myself
To never forget

[Chorus]:
I want it all, I want it all
I want it all to disappear
With every single step you take
The past will guide the way
I want it all, I want it all
I want the pages to be clear
And when I wrote my chapters new
There's nothing left to say
Nothing left to say
Nothing left to say

[Verse 2]:
And I keep moving on and on
To forget, just to bury my past
Never paused, never thought that I was wrong No remorse till the bitter end
Why am I attracted to failure
I don't wanna carry the weight
Why does it hurt so bad
To forgive myself
To never forget

[Chorus]:
I want it all, I want it all
I want it all to disappear
With every single step you take
The past will guide the way
I want it all, I want it all
I want the pages to be clear
And when I wrote my chapters new
There's nothing left to say
Nothing left to say

[Breakdown]:
I want it all to disappear
I want it all to disappear
I want it all to disappear
I want it all to disappear
I want it all to disappear

I won't ever take it
I can feel the change
Deep inside of myself
No!

[Chorus]:
I want it all, I want it all
I want it all to disappear
With every single step you take
The past will guide the way
I want it all, I want it all
I want the pages to be clear
And when I wrote my chapters new
There's nothing left to say