Eleventyseven Holding Out Lyrics

My attention span is paper thin
Can't stop from cyber spacing' out again
Is this what I'm paying' for staying' relevant this season
My bank account looks more like an abyss
Friends have been asking me am I having kids
I guess stressin' out is how I'm gonna spend this evening

'Cause I'm just a little bit sick of living for the weekend
A little spent from treading water in the deep end
I'm under pressure like the wake with no way out
'Cause I'm changing this millennial treadmill
And if the terrorists don't get me the stress will
Oh, baby, I'm not holding on, I'm just holding out

I've got my résumé looking' lit
College degree but nobody gives a sh-
My future was brighter before I paid for this piece of paper
I've got my dreams on pause in my head
Fears slowly turning into my new regrets
Hopefully I get back around to them sooner or later

'Cause I'm just a little bit sick of living for the weekend A little spent from treading water in the deep end
I'm under pressure like the wake with no way out
'Cause I'm changing this millennial treadmill
And if the terrorists don't get me the stress will
Oh, baby, I'm not holding on, I'm just holding out

I want something more than making ends meet
More than the same week on repeat
It's like a wave that I can't outrun
I'm holding out 'cause I can't hold on
I'm holding out 'cause I can't hold on

'Cause I'm just a little bit sick of living for the weekend
A little spent from treading water in the deep end
I'm under pressure like the wake with no way out
'Cause I'm changing this millennial treadmill
And if the terrorists don't get me the stress will
Oh, baby, I'm not holding, on I'm just holding out

Baby, I'm not holding on, I'm just holding out