Easy Wanderlings Beneath The Fireworks Lyrics

Should I leave, should I stay?
I have longed for a new way
Got loans at bay,  a kin at stake growing old

Sometimes I feel, what's it all for?
Get a rope and tie me up
'Cause if I walk out this door, I fear I might be gone

To this world that's calling me, to live on the edge of the river
Sitting here on the fence thinking what are the fireworks are for?

All day I read and pray to the lord
Then this man breaks into my walls
My knees are weak, but he won't stop calling my name
Out of the blue he leaves the world in my hands
My true nature, has forgotten me I wonder how much of this breath I take in is still my own
Remind me again, what are the fireworks for?

Was it me back in the day with my socks up high slaying ghosts alone?
My old man made me believe I'm a Firestone
Cut through the winds when I rode the horse like a rolling stone
Now I barely walk out the door, so what are the fireworks for?

Sold my freedom, sold my hours
This is gold, I've seen the warning light
All my reasons, all my powers
Strip me open, I'm barely a bone

Too many go out this way, so what are the fireworks for?