Dysphoria Life Reloading Lyrics

Turning. spinning below, we follow until we all collapse.
We're shining, showing our good sides.
We wait to be noticed, we collapse from the pressure.
Shut myself off from frustrations of living.
Proceed with my new plan, a sneak attack on life.
Lies and deception, I create my own downfall.
Turn away my head to look down a new path. Chasing down leads to find myself broken.
Bleeding hope and pride.
Too late to turn back.
Never so easy to come out unscathed.
Look down upon my scars, time to get it right.
Life: reloading.
Back, come back, to try it again.
Suffered, the loss, of all , my friends.
Back...
Again...