Dealey Plaza Farewell, Farewell Lyrics

f*ck

A cold chill always resting in my bones
My words & thoughts will remain unknown
No one will ever see
The appalling darkness that rests in me

I lay contemplating whether my thoughts are clear
The curse of life
Contemplating every single f*cking fear
Tie the noose around my neck & kick out the chair (kill me)

Tie the noose around my neck & kick out the f*cking chair
There's something calming about my body just hanging there
We all smile & pretend that were okay
But life's a bitch it gets harder everyday

Why am I so empty?
Why?
Will this ever go away no
Why?
Won't this go away

I always find myself on my knees
Looking up at you for the answers
For the questions that I seek
Are you there can you help me?

I sit & stare expecting the Earth to stop I can't fathom what has come over me
Nobody sees it
Nobody feels it
Dear God do you think I'm insane?

Can you hear me?
Do you feel me?
Do you feel me?
Do you feel me?

I isolate myself like a prisoner on death row
No place I like to call home
This feeling that rests in me
I turn it off so no one will see

I lay contemplating whether my thoughts are clear
The curse of life
Contemplating every single f*cking fear
Tie the noose around my neck & kick out the chair
Kick out the chair
Kick out the chair
(There's something calming about my body just hanging there)
I don't want to be here

We all die alone
That's how our story will close
Am I scared are you scared are they scared?
So say your prayers so you know you're prepared