Conan Gray Connell Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I saw you in a photograph with some
Brunette girl in a head-back laugh
And I almost hurled when I saw your hand
Down the small of her back
You were never outside with me
Spent my summer months in your unwashed sheets
And I know it's dumb that I'd ever think
That I'd meet your mom and dad

[Chorus]
Skipping your stones at my window in the dark
Kissing your ghost was my own damn f*cking fault
But deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned
And you remind me of how good it feels to hurt
Yeah, you remind me of how little I deserve
[Verse 2]
I knew we weren't meant to be
I'm from Texas skies, you're from London streets
And I'm not your type, but you're trying things So that's everything I need
To break apart my own heart again
Validate the worst thoughts inside my head
That I'm not worth shit, and I'm better dead
Who's the victim in the end?

[Chorus]
Skipping your stones at my window in the dark
Kissing your ghost was my own damn f*cking fault
But deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned (Earned)
And you remind me of how good it feels to hurt
And you remind me of how little I deserve
Yeah, you remind me of my father slurring words
So, you remind me of how little I deserve

[Outro]
Connell
Connell
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