Colton Brown Alcohol Amnesia Lyrics

Colton Brown - Alcohol Amnesia
[Intro]
Man, Yo bartender, hook me up, I ain't goin home tonight

[Hook]
Well I'ma be right here, sittin at the bar all night
I'm droppin dollar after dollar in the jukebox tryna forget about my life
So bartender, bartender, I need ya
Cause I'm runnin low I ain't tryna go until I get, alcohol amnesia...

[Verse 1]
Man I just really wanna drank, until I black out
Cause I don't, really wanna think, I wanna draw a blank man
Maybe kill some brain cells, and hopefully I can't remember how the pain felt
Cause lord knows man I'm, really goin' through it
And my paycheck, yea I done gone and blew it
So, I'm gone get lit then, it's hard to give a shit when
I got no pot to piss in, and it's all bad on this end
So, I'ma need you to, double up that alcohol
Help me forget about these people who been actin flaw
So pour that liquor quicker, help me drown these memories
These crazy thoughts crawlin through my head like they centipedes
Help me remember, to forget to remember
That my freedom is in the hands of a public defender
Been on this bender since december
I'm tired of pretendin like I care
When all I wanna do is surrender...
[Hook]
Well I'ma be right here, sittin at the bar all night
I'm droppin dollar after dollar in the jukebox tryna forget about my life So bartender, bartender, I need ya
Cause I'm runnin low I ain't tryna go until I get, alcohol amnesia...

[Verse 2]
I wanna wake up with no recollection
Maybe then , I can look at my reflection
Without feelin like a disgrace, I've made so many mistakes
I learned that life ain't gone always be lollipops and milkshakes
You gone deal with heartbreak, you gone deal with pain man
And it seems like somethings always wrong witcha gameplan
I try to be strong, I try to maintain man
But since my granddaddy left I ain't the same man
Try to be a role model, try to be a father
But this depression got me stressin like why even bother?
A billion people on this planet still I'm feelin lonely
Cause everybody got their problems man I ain't the only
Ain't nobody concerned, nobody cares
They say they do but when you need 'em, they ain't really there
So I think maybe I'ma just sit here and drink
Get enibriated, help alleviate the pain...

[Hook]
Well I'ma be right here, sittin at the bar all night
I'm droppin dollar after dollar in the jukebox tryna forget about my life
So bartender, bartender, I need ya
Cause I'm runnin low I ain't tryna go until I get, alcohol amnesia...