all i can do is watch while friends move out west, thinkin to myself wonderin who goes next, kinda makes me feel like everyday i lose a step, i feel trapped & i gotta chew through the net, now life moves on i aint gettin any younger, all my highschool friends all marryin their lovers, my ex got a baby & shes carryin anotha, while im still livin with my motha, whateva! well my ___ we seperate, yeah we seen better days, had some great times & the memories never fade, but now its time to move on & get that new job & be happy for the friends that found true love, but by losing some friends i think i gained some, you see, i remember where i really came from & that is, the people that been there since day one, its called family cant no one replace them (thanks son!) i guess i been missin the me, its like i been gone without ever leaving, & now i finally see it, dissapeared for what seemed like 10 light years, searchin for love but the whole time its been right here.
yee, now i been told your friends are the family you choose, your family you dont appreciate until you lose, 'scuse the attitude i dont mean to kill the mood but f*ck it im doin luke __, do whats real for you, been growin up you could say i live & learn, my friends show me love & i give it in return, alot of things have changed though, ever since i came home, infeild isnt all sunshine & rainbows, see after highschool i never woulda . (i'll write the rest later).