Clairo Just For Today Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Honestly, I didn't think I'd end up here this time
Or anywhere at all, I'm distant just enough to never fall behind
Picturing the saddest scene of wearing bedsheets
And two pats on the back, "It just takes time"
It's getting late, since when did taking time take all my life?
Mommy, I'm afraid I've been talking to the hotline again
It's stirring, but the ripples always seek out the ones who carry me

[Verse 2]
I blocked out the month of February for support At least I have this year I won't be worrying anyonе on tour
As we speak I'm herе to meet devils for tea
Peering 'round the corner of my life
I throw my drink into the faces of my demise (Hold on, Jo)
At 30 your honey's gonna ask you, "What the hell is wrong with me?" (Joanie, get off, okay)
At 30 your honey's gonna ask you, "What the hell is wrong with me?"
And finally, an answer from your throat comes crawling and you can proceed