City Fidelia Blue Pill (Outro) Lyrics

(Verse)
I think I got some pain that I am taking to the cemetery
Wish I knew that almost everything in life is temporary
Every time they show me love I know that shit is monetary
We don't need to be buddy buddy it ain't necessary
Mmm mmm
Leave me alone mhm
I am in my zone mhm
Got a lot on my brain mhm
While she giving me dome mhm
I am dealing with real shit
But I got to face it now
I got me a bracelet
To cover the slit wrist yeah
We get iced out to cover up the pain and shit
For temporary satisfaction make it rain a bit
I regret it every time a shawty take this dick
And tells me it's the only thing that gives her happiness

(Chorus)
All this money
All this cash
All these Hoes
So much ass
All these drinks
So much gas
(Thought I would be free from PTSD uh)
All this money
All this cash
All These Hoes
So much ass
All these drinks
So much gas
(Thought I would be free from PTSD uh)

(Verse)
I crumble up inside
When my people die
People say sometimes
I am desensitized
When it happens I just like to cry on my own time
But it still f*ck you for life
If you ever try to switch sides
Left me out dry during crucial timing
You want to crucify me
Who got the juice can you please remind me
It's like a sin when the boy is going in
Cause they hate it when they see you doing better than them
They will tell you to aim for the sky
Same people will resent you if you aim too high
Then they wonder why they always getting left behind
I was blind with some drive
Always would ignore the signs
But I guess they meet the grim reaper
I done seen the baddest souls like some old sneakers
Best believe it's a lie when I smile
And I say I am doing fine
I am afraid to get paid and be killed by one of mine

(Bridge)
I hate the way I feel
But I know some things takes time to heal
Tryna forgive and forget lately
Tryna live with no regrets maybe

(Chorus)
All this money
All this cash
All These Hoes
So much ass
All these drinks
So much gas
(Thought I would be free from PTSD uh)