Christina Carter You Are So Far Away Lyrics

hopelessly false
hopelessly in decline
most things seem to happen
outside of here
i don't know what i expect
to happen
the future seems impossible
close to you
but as soon as i leave
you're so far away
and the flow of time
is so important
and i'm never in it
a retreat, a silence contemplation
a discipline
i wasn't fufilled
but could have been comfortable
a plainness, a simplicity, a guitar
not songs
not stories
not morals
evanescence, a pattern
that will never repeat again
and i miss that guitar
it's buzzing
someone somewhere tonight