Carpoolparty Choking On A Notion Lyrics

Yeah sometimes I'm out of control
Doing things you shouldn't know
Wasting my time
Choking on a notion

Yeah
I'm gonna stop trying being
Something I'm not
I don't care to be it
I don't care to be hot
I just want restitution
From the problems that I got
And keep the new ones from
Attaching to the ones that I forgot

Lately I've been stealthy
Stepping in the background
Still as the night
Only doing what I wanna do
And what I wanna do
Is strike when it's right

I'm gonna flow like water
But burn like a flame
Light fire to my desire
Turn my losses into gain
‘Cause I've been thinking
Lately, who I used to be
Who I wanna be
How will I be different this week?

Yeah, I'm meditating
Planning and preparing
No more regretting
Resetting, won't be letting
My anxiety take control anymore
Because today I know
I'm better than before

Yeah sometimes I'm out of my mind
Wrapped up in useless advice
Wasting my time
Choking on a notion
Yeah sometimes I'm out of control
Doing things you shouldn't know
Wasting my time
Choking on a notion

Notion yeah
I'm choking on a notion, notion yeah

In these shallow relationships
I know the paper is the chemistry
And the physics
It moves the world around And I know I need to listen
But it's hard to stay calm and collected
Every time I get thrown in collection

Because I wanted a nice education
With papers to prove my qualification
But now the most important documentation I own
Is the notice on my door for my eviction

But we're not giving up
We're just getting our things together
Setting gears in motion
As I drive away forever
Using car speakers
To produce our music
Might not be perfect
But the beat'll make you lose it

We're calling ourselves just by what we do
Carpoolparty, nice to meet you
We're not letting
Our anxiety take control anymore
Because we know
We're better than before

Yeah sometimes I'm out of my mind
Wrapped up in useless advice
Wasting my time
Choking on a notion
Yeah sometimes I'm out of control
Doing things you shouldn't know
Wasting my time
Choking on a notion

Notion yeah
I'm choking on a notion, notion yeah

I'm choking on a... (Dance)

Yeah sometimes I'm out of my mind
Wrapped up in useless advice
Wasting my time
Choking on a notion
Yeah sometimes I'm out of control
Doing things you shouldn't know
Wasting my time
Choking on a notion

Notion yeah
I'm choking on a notion, notion yeah