[Chorus]
I'll pretend that I know what to do
But it's all still so brand new
'Cause I started this last June
Really, it's my first time too
Another hoop that I'm leaping in, praying there's another side
But you're still here, grieving it
I thought that you'd want me to rise
[Refrain]
Because these heartbreak songs have gotten me so far
I'll say I hate my life and you will all applaud
So I'll engrain these words along my face and arms
I thought you'd want this rise but you tell me I did you wrong
[Verse]
I know what I said, you're reminding me
I'll put this all to bed and hope I fall asleep
'Cause I just wanted to experience these dreams
Still don't know what that means so
[Chorus]
I'll pretend that I know what to do
But it's all still so brand new
'Cause I started this last June
Really, it's my first time too (It's my first time too)
Another hoop that I'm leaping in, praying there's another side
But you're still here, grieving it
I thought that you'd want me to rise (I hate you)
[Instrumental Break]
[Refrain]
Because these heartbreak songs have gotten me so far
I'll say I hate my life and you will all applaud (f*ck)
So I'll engrain these words along my face and arms
I thought you'd want this rise but you tell me I did you wrong