Blessing A Curse Cocoon Lyrics

Hold on a minute now what did you say
I know I've been distant, I work everyday
But under the surface I know that's a lie
When I made excuses I could've made time

I was f*cked up, f*cked up every night
Cause I was fed up, fed up with my life
Wait up, wait up tell me why he didn't make it, make it through the night

Now and then I think about the way you treated me
Never happy or satisfied with anything
It was easy to think that you never wanted me around
Then again I think about the way I treated you
Never listened to anything you ever said
I would scream and shout just to drown you out but now I see that

Bad habits never really die
And only the good go too soon
I wanted to reach you
I swear that I tried
But I couldn't break my, couldn't break my cocoon
Break my cocoon, break my cocoon
Only the good go too soon

When I was a child I thought you didn't care
Cause when I came home you would never be there
I climbed in the attic and that's where I saw
The box where you kept CD's of all my songs Oh my god it makes sense now
You never knew how to say you were proud
Cause no one took the time to show you how
And all I ever did was push you out

Bad habits never really die
And only the good go too soon
I wanted to reach you
I swear that I tried
But I couldn't break my, couldn't break my cocoon
Break my cocoon, break my cocoon
Only the good go too soon

And you said the sickness had already spread
And I could not tell anyone
You might not have much time left
So what do I tell mom?
How do I keep it inside
That I knew this the whole time
The weight of this is crushing me

The doctor said you felt no pain
And I was too late

Bad habits never really die
And only the good go too soon
(Only the good go too soon)
I wanted to reach you
I swear that I tried
But I couldn't break my, couldn't break my cocoon
Break my cocoon, break my cocoon
Only the good go too soon

Only the good go too soon