Bellevue Days Dashboard Jesus Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm happier in bed
Living off the sad song that's always in my head
Prettier in pictures, but the ugliness is there
Am I happier with friends?
Am I happier with friends -
That don't see you when you're passed out
Drinking on your own
A boat with the mast down, pointlessly afloat
What did you want from life instead
When you're bored of bumming cigarettes

[Chorus]
I don't expect you to stay
'Cause I'm a prick on the best of days
I'm sick of trying to change
Forever trying to explain myself
Like you can't explain help

[Verse 2]
I'm happier in bed
Living off the melancholy, learning from my dad
Jesus on the dashboard, crying like a man Lost in darkness, questioning if it's worth it
But me and Jake have learned that
I am not a jumper
Haven't got the balls with everyone I love
Just waiting for [?] but hallelujah
No, I couldn't do that to ya

[Chorus]
And I, I don't expect you to stay
'Cause I'm a prick on the best of days
I'm sick of trying to change
Forever trying to explain

[Outro]
I was starting to lose myself
Just give me time, give me time
And I've been trying to love myself
My hope that life, and I
I was starting to lose myself
Just give me time, just give me time
And I've been trying to love myself
My hope that life, my hope that life