Bayonet Blackbird Lyrics

Anniversaries
They never comfort me
Just a day reminding me
Of what I used to be
First loved, then I lost
Caught up between the calls that
I'll never know what I'll ever want
I've got to let it go

Anniversaries
They never comfort me
Just a day reminding me
Of disease

I'm stuck in thought
I see how things are
Now you're gone, I'm wasting
It's all my fault
All my fault!

To my father
I'm a bastard
And I'm just like him now

And I'd love to watch it burn
Watch this city f*cking burn

You can't keep on avoiding me
You know what?
I'm a lie
I'm a f*cking disease!
Hold your lies
Hold your lies
How passionate can I get?

f*ck home!
f*ck you!
And f*ck this city!

I don't care about the things
That you think you had planned
What you want will turn out
To be what you need in the end
Why don't you care about your plans!
(Father!)

God damn!
You aren't a man!
You're not who I wanted to be
When you turn out your lights I hope that you see me
(Hope that you see me!)

And all I ever wanted was for you to want me
All I ever wanted was for you to love me

And while you're gone
I just want you to know
This is my last run
My last chance for you
And don't you care about your f*cking daughter?
And how do you call yourself my f*cking father?

And I've hated you since I was a young boy
And now I'm all f*cked up
All f*cked up from you
You loved me to death!

No matter what I do
I always forget
I always forget to forget you!

No matter what I do
I always forget
I always forget to forget you!
(To forget you!)

No matter what I do
I always forget
I always forget to forget you!
(To forget you!)

No matter what I do
I always forget
I always forget to forget!

Regret! (Regret!)
Regret! (Regret!)
Oh! Regret! (Regret!)

Regret the years you made me wait
To just found out
That i was your mistake