Astra Zero Broke This Lyrics

It's a double ended dagger when I'm talking to you
f*cking up is like the only thing we know how to do
We're always looking for an exit from the shit we should deal
Push the blade a little deeper just to see if we feel

I started thinkin bout a life without the pain and regret
I wonder how I'd function knowing I'm the only one left
Another chapter of our life that I don't know how to live
I'd stick around if I thought I had something else left to give

Why'd you lite a match and ask me to put it out
It's like everything you do I need to figure out
Try to find a resolution that's not in sight
I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite
Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home
Now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone
It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone
But then again I'm not the one who f*cking broke this

Song

It's funny how you think the only one with feeling is you
You try to hold me under water so you can't see the truth
I don't react the way you wanted so you think your in pain
I know your egos really hungry, but I'm over the games
I started thinking if it's me that doesn't know how to love
A life of hurt on top of choices I can't say I'm proud of Another sleepless night of wondering if this is my life
And how the hell i managed living in this hole full of Strife

Why'd you lite a match and ask me to put it out
It's like everything you do I need to figure out
Try to find a resolution that's not in sight
I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite
Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home
Now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone
It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone
But then again I'm not the one who f*cking broke this
Song

I paralyze the rest of me ever feeling anything just so I survive
A greedy little parasite feeding on the hole in my chest to stay alive
I can't even try to fake another smile with you pushing on my face
If this is your idea of showing me your love then it's time you were erased

Why'd you lite a match and ask me to put it out
It's like everything you do I need to figure out
Try to find a resolution that's not in sight
I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite
Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home
Now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone
It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone
But then again I'm not the one who f*cking broke this