Arrival Inside Of This Lyrics

Too close to start again, but failure seems okay
Should I rebuild the structure, or give up on everything?
It's time to make the choice, and color all that's grey
This is my last attempt, this is the only way
Everything moves faster
I'll try to believe that I want to be unaware and over you
I can't put the work into words, but emotions and fill you, sink you Everything's moving faster, where have all of our days gone?
I've lost all inspiration
We're so bruised, our bodies black and blue
Our veins have stained our skin, but we clothe the proof
I've turned down every page searching for my place
I'm terrified inside of this
It's hard to feel alive when your dreams have been replaced