Amber Smith Treading Water Lyrics

take me to the playing orphans
so i can see
this time i really feel too old
time is passing, but nothing changes -
or is it me?
feels like i'm treading water

face the pain, is what i'm taught
but when i lost my face, then where to go?
take this as a final note
you'll survive, she said
but it'll never be the same

shove me into the icy river
so i can feel
something didn't happen long ago
i can go out, pretend i'm OK but what for?
can tell if it's spring or autumn

face the pain, is what i'm taught
but when i lost my face, then where to go?
take this as a final note
seasons maybe change
but i always dream the same

i never wished to spend
the life i never had
as often as i can
i'll stay alone

so i rather make no plans
cause life's what others have
as often as i can
go with the flow