Am Kidd You Still Exist Lyrics

Hey, I know it's kind of late
Is your man around? I was hoping I could take...
A few minutes of your time, I know we needed space
But you've been running 'round in my mind as of late
I gotta ask, do you ever think about us?
Before you cut me off, can you sit down and just...
Listen, I just gotta get this off my chest
Am I the only one with feelings that never left?
I know I messed up. I was so insecure
Maybe it's the fact that you were never sure
But whatever we went through, how love turned into anger
It's killing me inside 'cause now we're just strangers
Tell me honestly, am I the one you're missing?
Do you wish it was me every time that you're with him?
Am I in a dream where I still got your heart?
And you'd come running back from the moment I would call you
And I would be different. I'd only make it better
And I never should have said that we shouldn't be together
So, am I wrong? I hope I'm getting through to you
'Cause what we could of had, it could of been beautiful...

I tried so hard not to slip
But you became a part of me I can't resist
And even though we went our separate ways
And you're happy where you are but for me
You're the one I miss

I promised myself that I wouldn't call
'Cause I know what I'm doing ain't good at all
And even though it's been quite a while And you're good where you are but for me...
You still exist...

Give me just another minute and then I'll let you go
Remember all them promises I said when we were gold?
Well I meant them, every single one of them
How I never gave my love like this to any other woman
You were the exception, I was your infection
I hope you think good of me every time I'm mentioned
You're the only one that made me want to say "Forever"
I was down to put you in my life, front and centered
But look at us now... we don't even talk
It's like we never happened and everything was lost
I see you movin' on and I should do the same
But have you ever wondered, love... what if you stayed?
What if you never left my house that night
What if we never ever had that fight
What if you stayed and never called it quits
I guess that's a dream that I'll never get to live
I'm sorry I...

I tried so hard to not to slip
But you became a part of me I can't resist
And even though we went our separate ways
And you're happy where you are but for me
You're the one I miss

I promised myself that I wouldn't call
'Cause I know what I'm doing ain't good at all
And even though it's been quite a while
And you're good where you are but for me
You still exist...