Ada Rook Risk Repeater Lyrics

[Intro]
I hate that stupid mouse

[Verse 1]
I try to kill time, try to kill time
But it's still fighting
Try to stay clean, try not to think about dying
Try to kill time til I get out of this place
Another dead sky
Wait, wait -
Why is this happening to me again?
I can't let it smother
What I've built up over so many years
I kill time til I'm someone better
Killed my dreams, killed my fears
Total f*cking flatline
Why am I here?

[Chorus]
I try to kill the time until I can take another risk
To feel alive
And the light has gone out again
Gone out again in my head
Every time I try to get attached
It just doesn't last or it lasts too long
And then I'm lost:
Run into the night and you'll never find me
Killing time until I see you again
But then who are you to me?
I don't even know myself
And it really feels like no one ever will
So hold me

[Verse 2]
Try to kill time til I'm alright
But I can't find what I've lost
And I don't like what I see inside (Inside)
No life (No life) - Remind (Remind) me why I'm here?
Try to stay chill with the tunnel vision
But I know it's still locked in where it shouldn't be
What I need from you
Feels like it would kill me if it came true

[Chorus]
I try to kill the time until I can take another risk
To feel alive
And the light has gone out again Gone out again in my head
Every time I try to get attached
It just doesn't last or it lasts too long
And then I'm lost:
Run into the night and you'll never find me
Killing time until I see you again
But then who are you to me?
I don't even know myself
And it really feels like no one ever will
So hold me

[Bridge]
I try to kill time til I can feel anything
But it's so slow
I try to kill time til I can feel it again
But I don't know
What the f*ck I'm doing here
I try to kill time til I can feel anything
But it's so slow
I try to kill time til I can feel it again
But I don't know
What the f*ck I'd do if any of it could come true

Wait -

[Chorus]
I try to kill the time until I can take another risk
To feel alive
And the light has gone out again
Gone out again in my head
Every time I try to get attached
It just doesn't last or it lasts too long
And then I'm lost:
Run into the night and you'll never find me
Killing time until I see you again
But then who are you to me?
I don't even know myself
And it really feels like no one ever will
So hold me please

[Outro]
The days are agony, the time crawls
The feeling enters me and I fall again
Too soon for this again, I'm not all here
When does this stop? I need an exit