5 Year Plan Dear Me Lyrics

I'm choked up
Feels like my life is in a rut
All I own is this fifth of royal
Blank looks down at the soil
Never did I stop to think about
All the doubt I built within myself
But why should I
Tell me how my life became so f*cked
So bury me

These walls are closing in on me
While I'm just trying to get some sleep
These days are like a bad dream
Won't someone please come and wake me
A broken compass cloudy day
No sun or stars to guide my way
This rut gets deeper each step I take
All that's left is a note I wrote
Dear me

Please save me
From the shadow I once was
Before the concrete filled my blood
As I pace this damn apartment screaming out
Looking for an answer please just tell me now
Without you there will be no guidance
No one else that can defy me
Soak these walls in syphoned gasoline
These walls are closing in on me
While I'm just trying to get some sleep
These days are like a bad dream
Won't someone please come and wake me A broken compass cloudy day
No sun or stars to guide my way
This rut gets deeper each step I take
All that's left is a note I wrote
Dear me

I'm at the point of no return the ice is thin
Throw me a line before I fall I'm caving in
I'm yearning for a swan dive to the asphalt
But these cuffs I've placed upon my wrists
Just keeps me from f*cking losing it

These walls are closing in on me
While I'm just trying to get some sleep
These days are like a bad dream
Won't someone please come and wake me
A broken compass cloudy day
No sun or stars to guide my way
This rut gets deeper each step I take
All that's left is a note I wrote
Dear me

These walls are closing in on me
While I'm just trying to get some sleep
These days are like a bad dream
Won't someone please come and wake me
A broken compass cloudy day
No sun or stars to guide my way
This rut gets deeper each step I take
All that's left is a note I wrote
Dear me