$uicideboy$ Finding Shelter In My Larynx Lyrics

[Intro]
Everything's black
You did good, $lick
(It's a SMASH!)

[Verse 1: LIL HALF CUT]
I'm screaming, "f*ck love", 'cause I guess I never got enough
Shark attack, and now every summer like I'm Oddy Nuff
Grey Gorilla, I'm gripping my Harambe nuts
How can I trust when my own blood be acting sus? (f*ck)
I got feelings, I could never feel
Keeping a blade up under my tongue just so I can guard my heel
Constantly eating pills like I never skip a meal
At most they want to chill, but I just give 'em Vistaril
[Bridge]
Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging service [Verse 2: LORD OF LONELINESS]
All these missed calls, texts left on read
When I do answer the phone, it's usually "Who is this again?"
I can see it in their eyes that they see me as a check, as a threat
f*cking hating on me, waiting on me to miss a f*cking step
They would love to catch me slipping, yeah, that's why I learned to fly
Always tryna touch the sun before I fall to my demise
Broken skeleton scattered, I'm only buzzing 'cause of the flies
But I gained a million listeners on Spotify overnight