$not Pain4Real Lyrics

[Intro]
Let me get serious with y'all niggas, real quick
What you been fighting, bro? What you been fighting out your head?
I'ma tell you real quick

[Verse 1]
I'm fighting so much of them demons
They're all in my head, my eyes turn red (Yeah)
Them tears, they runnin' down all on my face
Like a snake, I gotta go shed (Yeah, I gotta go shed)
I'm stressed and depressed, I don't know what to do
So I pour in the cup for the flex (Just pour that shit)
Every dog has a day, but today is the day where everything feels like a mess (C'mon)
[Verse 2]
Livin' my lifе by the day
Just throw me away, 'cause that shit not okay
And thе pain, it won't go away
I gotta work hard, I gotta be slave (Let's go)
So much rage in my heart, ain't no love
I gotta go hate, I gotta go hate (I got it)
I'm stuck in a maze, I'm tryna escape
I don't even wanna go play (Let's go)
I don't even wanna get out of my bed
I know I'm just stuck in a cage (That's right)
And I blame it on everyone else but myself
Because I know that these niggas gon' switch (Don't switch up)
My brother done switched, and my family done switched
So I know that my fans gon' switch (They gon' switch too)
It's okay 'cause I got me a switch (Haha) I'ma blitz through down on that bitch (Let's go)
I'ma wig-split up in that bitch (Let's go)
Left, right, upper hook that bitch (Let's go)
I'ma make your life my bitch (Let's go)
f*ck her right in the p*ssy, type shit (Ah)
I'm losin' control of the wheel, just pick it up, I don't even care if I crash (I don't care)
I remember you picked up the phone
When no one was there, I was down on my ass (That's right)
I remember you came in the night
When my body was shredded down up into glass (Huh)
I was mad so I treated you bad in the past
Talkin' shit behind your back (I'm sorry)
I was fighting your brother, your cousin
Your mother, and even your f*ckin' dad
You remember? It's the night of the crash
It's the night that I spazzed
[Outro]
I'm laid up, but my face down (Laid up, face down)
Lookin' for a sign now, get me out now (Get me out now)
I know they gon' switch on me, Lord, please (Lord, please)
I'm on my knees, begging thee (Thee)
Let me free, Your Majesty (Ooh)
I can't breathe, just open up my mind
Open up my eyes and let me see
Let me see what I can be, what I can dream (Please)
Just help me find my way for me, and only me (Only)
And only me