Zuzu Lie To Myself Lyrics

[Verse 1]
All those times that I would lie to myself
While you would f*ck around with everyone else
It's not good for yours or my mental health
I'm slowly turning into somebody else

[Pre-Chorus]
And i'm feeling up and down
Feeling up and down

[Chorus]
And I didn't wanna love you
I didn't wanna cry
But I can't help but wonder who you're out with tonight
So do me a favour and don't let me know
Cuz I can't handle it

Whatever you do don't tell me the truth
Whatever you do don't tell me the truth
No I don't wanna know what you've been up to
Whatever you do don't tell me the truth
Not the truth

[Verse 2]
I'll probably see you through a mutual friend
And you'll tell mе all about your perfect weekend
You'rе moving up and you've got money to spend
I say good for you I smile and pretend
[Pre-Chorus]
And tell myself that
I'm not going up and down
Not going up and down [Chorus]
And I didn't wanna love you
I didn't wanna cry
But I can't help but wonder who you're out with tonight
So do me a favour and don't let me know
Cuz I can't handle it

Whatever you do don't tell me truth
Whatever you do don't tell me truth
No I don't wanna know what you've been up to
Whatever you do don't tell me truth
Not the truth

[Bridge]
That was a dick move
And honestly I find that you are so cruel
I never would have trusted or defended you
Yeah you know it too
So next time, baby...

[Outro]
Whatever you do don't tell me the truth
Whatever you do don't tell me the truth
No I don't wanna know what you've been up to
Whatever you do don't tell me the truth
Not the truth
And I didn't wanna love you
I didn't wanna cry
But you keep up calling through the middle of the night
So do me a favour
Just let me go
Cuz I can't handle it