The Hurting Lyrics

I turned to her and held her hand
Don't tell me nothing's wrong
I can see the tears in her eyes
I know she's hurting
I never meant to hurt her
Sometimes it happens
But does she even care
That I hurt inside as well
Why did I have to fall in love again
And why does it have to f*ck with my mind so much
And why does my heart have to ache so much for her
And why can't I be as cold as her
And I hold her in my arms
I look into her eyes
I can see here soul I know she loves me
And if she really loves me
She'll let me know I'm needed
And that I matter too
And I'm the only one she loves
I stand here tonight in my moonlit darkness
With my blade in my hand
I feel the coldness of the steel
As it cuts my flesh
I watch in the mirror as I bleed
For tonight I bleed for myself
And nobody else
For I know deep in my heart
That no physical pain could ever compare
To the hurting I feel each and every day

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