Trapdoor Social All Lyrics

[Verse 1: Skylar Boorman]
I toss and turn afraid, awake or in a nightmare state
You were my life and in its place, I'd be undead or fake
I'll always wait for you, I'll always meet you in the middle
Baby, please don't go away
We can beat this, just believe and stay
I stumble out of bed into my local drinking place
I think I need to poison me to get us back on the same page
I'm sick of feeling, sick of thinking, sick of knowing shame
The barman asks how many, so I open up and I explain

[Chorus: Skylar Boorman]
One, for the jealousy that rips her world apart
Two, for the hurt that's been inside her from the very start
Three 'cause it's me this time who's done her wrong
'Cause I wanted it all, 'cause I wanted it all
'Cause I wanted it all, 'cause I wanted it all
Because I wanted it all

[Verse 2: Skylar Funk]
I think on who I am and how we got these worlds apart
Am I a man, am I a freak? Is mine a greedy heart?
We were all just almost chimps
I've read the history, that's at least a start
But given how alike we are, what makes our differences so hard?
I spin in circles, how can I explain the way I love?
I go to pieces, God, I miss you, but it's not enough
I know the pain you feel is like a thousand tiny cuts
And so in search of justice, I will grab the nearest knife and count
[Chorus: Skylar Boorman]
(One) for the jealousy that rips your world apart
(Two) for the hurt that's been inside you from the very start
(Three) because it's me this time who's done you wrong
'Cause I wanted it all, 'cause I wanted it all, and
(Four) 'cause there's more and I'm gonna tell it all
I feel alive (Five) and I won't lie I've got my selfish thoughts I get to (Six), I witness sickness from your broken heart
'Cause I wanted it all, 'cause I wanted it all
'Cause I wanted it all, 'cause I wanted it all
Because I wanted it all

[Bridge: Hyde Park Brass]
Tell me how we doom to say
I know it's changed, but we can get through anything, any pain
And even if you love me less, I do not ask
'Cause you're the choice that I'll make
My life with you is everything
And tell my how we doom to say
I know it's changed, but we can get through anything, anyway
And even if you love me less, I'll do my best
'Cause you're the choice that I will make
My life with you is everything
And If I could try again, go back
And live this life until the point where I decide
To take your heart and roll the dice, I'd do it all
I'd give a lifetime or maybe three or five of them
(To be precise) Oh, then all right, this is how we count I go like
[Chorus: Skylar Boorman]
(One) for the jealousy that rips your world apart
(Two) for the hurt that's been inside you from the very start
(Three) because it's me this time who's done you wrong
'Cause I wanted it all, 'cause I wanted it all, and
(Four) 'cause there's more and I'm gonna tell it all
I feel alive (Five) and I won't lie I've got my selfish thoughts
I get to (Six), I witness sickness from your broken heart
'Cause I wanted it all, 'cause I wanted it all
'Cause I wanted it all, 'cause I wanted it all
Because I wanted it all

[Outro: Skylar Boorman]
'Cause I wanted it all, 'cause I wanted it all
'Cause I wanted it all, 'cause I wanted it all
Because I wanted it all