Topanga For Once Lyrics

sometimes it seems as if im all alonealone on the outside
most of the time
once in a while i can soo
the light at the end
but its somebody elses tunnel
not a day goes by i dont feel secluded
like a childs broken toy
left to rot in the corner all alone
covered in spider webs and dust
old and forgotten
ONCE IN A WHILE
DONT YOU WANNA FEEL FINE

DONT YOU WANNA BE ON THE INSIDE JUST FOR ONCE
i always come home sad and confused
ever since youve been gone
im one of them now so used
maybe i dont belong here
i just wanna go home
go back home where im me again
where life isnt such a bitch to me
what did i do to deserve this anyway? (chorus 2x)
I dont understand
can u explain it to me
please please please