Tombstone Da Deadman Cosmic Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I start to feel that I don't want to be here
I get tired of having to look inside your face and see deceitful sneers
Of feeling like you could hear me but just won't clean your ears
And just below the surface disappointment I'm feeling for years
See truthfully this stupid cycle is exhausting... disheartening
To see how few of you will choose the smart thing
Instead it seems that all you people want is conflict
To contradict, with utter nonsense until those bombs hits
Collectively the human story is a tragedy
Written with the blood that they spill in all their calamities
Shamelessly ignorant, aggressive and belligerent
Dig a mass grave for these monkeys and they'll jump into it
And I don't really feel all that connected no more
With any group or any cause I'm just not on board
I just want to say goodbye leave all of this bullshit behind
Find another planet even if I have to die trying

[Chorus]
Lately I've been feeling kind of cosmic
The smell of this prison has got me nauseous
I'm surrounded by these zombies; I'm a target
I'm begging just to get away and blast off in a starship Okay, you win cause now I'm giving in
No I won't stop you go and chase all that oblivion
Keep your politics and crappy ideology
This ain't even what I call life... it's a mockery

[Verse 2]
I would rather leave and wander the cosmos
Then have to spend my living years walking on compost
Just waiting for the day they build a warp drive
So I could sneak inside and hide just long enough to take myself a long ride
Cause all around me I see arguments and gun smoke
Blood in the water from slaughter that made the bodies float
One side or another that claim superiority
While segments of the population ruling the majority
It's hard to see beyond the veil of politics and bullshit
Religious indoctrination so f*ck it man I forfeit
You can keep this filthy dung heap
Where lots of young speak stupidity
And science has to struggle for validity
I'd be a liar if I said there's not a part of me
That likes to entertain the evil meaner darker me
That longs to kill them all in a flash of extreme violence
If it would mean I could exist inside serene silence

[Chorus x 1]