Thumb Haunted Lyrics

I never wanted this in the first place, had I known
better, I wouldn't have lost my face, cause I'm not a
sucker to the chances of disgrace, but I wouldn't be
here, wouldn't fill this space. But can it justify to be
a split-tongue guy with a split personality, musicly,
lyricly, can't you see that everything that I'm about
derives around honesty...honestly! I wasn't made, don't
even like the trade, sometimes you've you gotta pay in
order to get paid, I paid my dues, now I don't wanna
choose, 'cause everything i stood for is everything I
lose, everything I stood for is everything I lose...so I
lose...don't make me choose...!
Haunted by the ghosts I called upon...he was haunted !

I'm not a two headed man , a monster in a can, not a
jekyl and hyde, I guess I never had a plan, what this
would turn into, but now I begin to understand all the
shit, that the others have been through. I'm not a living
dead with a zipper in my head...open me up to find out
where I'm at, cause I'm my own creation, my frankenstein,
so check the situation, 'cause it's about time that
someone understood what I'm going through. I'm living
through my worst ever dream come true, i'm living through
my worst ever dream come true...so come true...my dream
comes true !