Thomas Helmig If I Loose Myself In This Lyrics

Here I go again, here I go again
Jumping on the lonely train, here I go again
I can't talk to you, I can't say a word
Guilt ridden and so ashamed / It's all so absurd
And if I lose myself in this / I'll have no right to
exist
I'd have no reason to believe / That you'll be waiting
for
me
Yes if I get lost in this / I'll have no right to exist
I'll have no reason to believe / That you'll be waiting
for
me

I need a spirit call or an evangelist / I need another
glass
of wine
I need a therapist / Here I go again, here I go again Jumping on the lonely train / Here I go again
And if I lose myself in this / I'll have no right to
exist
I'll have no reason to believe / That you'll be waiting
for
me
Yes if I get lost in this / I'll have no right to exist
I'll have no reason to believe / That you'll be waiting
for
me

And I know by know / I am the enemy
It's so hard to find me / Will you be waiting for me?
If I lose myself in this / Will you wait for me?