Storm Picturesque So I Hear Its The End Of The World Lyrics

I'm looking at life in a strange new room. I may be drowning soon.
Is this the start of it all
The world is turning on it's side, this place is upside down
The world is turning, trying to hide, this place is upside down

Behold the pale horse, the man who sat on him was death and hell followed with him
So I hear it's the end of time and everything
I hear it's the end of life and everything
When this earth breaks apart will you be there to pick up the pieces?
Will you be there?
Oh my god, oh my god is this a bad dream?
The hand of death has just cast it's shadow across the sun, freezing over oceans and now the earth will stand f*cking still It's time to pay for what I have done
It's time to bleed for all the hurt I've caused
I am my own worste enemy

I look down at the grip of death choking the life from me and I've realised that it's my own head
What have I become?

I am not afraid
I have chosen this end
I'll embrace destructiveness with open arms
I am not afraid
I have drawn out this end
I'll embrace self destructiveness with open arms