Spanish Gamble I Just Wanted To Know Lyrics

When I look at you I can see
Exactly what you're feeling
I can see inside but who am I?
I can't understand a thing about myself

And I just wanted know
What it felt like to be alive again
Just for a second, I need it, Its gone
When you get there it never tastes as good

Nothing is ever fair in either of our eyes
Until they are burning red
Our laughter quickly turns into tears
Our open arms to fists again
And I can't help but hear your words in a melody When you rip and tear at me

She said I just wanted to know
What it felt like to be somebody else
Just for a minute come on I need this
I said trust me it's never as good as it sounds

I hold on as tight as I can
But my grip is slipping
I'll hold onto you
But these lights are fading

Oh please not tonight
(Oh please not tonight)
Oh please not tonight
(Oh please not tonight)