Soul Whirling Somewhere In On Lyrics

i guess my time had come. time that finally i'd walk in
on... i guess my luck had run. finally all run out, so
i'll walk in on... i just want my friends right now. i
just want my friends to help me out of this hopeless
feeling i'm in, to forget what i saw. panic in my chest.
clench around my stomach. funny when your heart starts
beating faster (in a bad way.) God, how do i cat? they
haven't seen me yet. turn, you stupid weakling. walk away and everything will be okay. i just want my friends right
now. i just want my friends to talk me out of the stupid
things i might do if i go on like this. i should knock
you both out right now. God knows i'd like to. so that's
what you look like when you're being kissed... i never
would have know - my eyes were always closed. my eyes.
always closed. last time i trust anyone. last time i
trust you.