Sophie Pecora Mood Swings Lyrics

[Chorus]
These mood swings get the best of me, best of me
I might be happy, but it never seems to stay with me
'Cause now I'm crying on the floor
Never really sure what moves me, I'm always moody

[Verse 1]
I don't know what to expect
Every day is a test and I'm failing at best, I am so lost
Hard to enjoy a moment when you got limited time
Before it's leaving, time is fleeting
And I worry when everything's going well
It's about to go downhill, I just got a feeling
I try to shake it, but that's how it goes
When I am alone, I am a pеssimist
But it's not based on worries alone
Thеre are things actually happening
How I feel it changes from moment to moment and I can't control it
I'm being pulled in every direction from every question, I ask myself, "Why?" "Why do I feel this way?" "I am not feeling great"
"Am I okay?" "When I feel better, is it gonna last or will it go away?"
I never know, it's either lows or really high
I just avoid getting too close to any particular feeling that I undergo
[Chorus]
These mood swings get the best of me, best of me
I might be happy, but it never seems to stay with me 'Cause now I'm crying on the floor
Never really sure what moves me, I'm always moody

[Verse 2]
It's like an emotional rollercoaster
I'm spinning tryna keep my head straight, but this happens too often
I'm sick of just dealing with it every day
"Will I fall back to the dark state?"
"Can I move on and be okay?"
These are questions I've been asking
There's no answer to my misery
I'm getting sick of me and all these voices
Who do I talk to when there are no choices?
I write in a journal, I think it's important
But after a while it gets kinda boring
I swear, I'm tryna be a good person
These internal battles releasing a poison right onto the people I love
Wish I could explain to them

[Chorus]
These mood swings get the best of me, best of me
I might be happy, but it never seems to stay with me
'Cause now I'm crying on the floor
Never really sure what moves me, I'm always moody
[Outro]
These mood swings get the best of me, best of me
I might be happy, but it never seems to stay with me
'Cause now I'm crying on the floor
Never really sure what moves me, I'm always moody