Softheart Recluse Lyrics

[Intro]
High high, high at my high-school wandering I
I, I, don't want to fight no longer, I (x2)

When i'm gone don't think
Worry bout yourself
When it all falls down
Don't worry bout me
Wonder what you think
When you pass my house
When i'm not around
Don't hurt about me

I don't make the plans no I just don't try
I don't understand
Get so caught up in my head
Its just when I lie down in my bed
Sometimes I swear I'm haunted by you
In the dead of the night
Bet if she knew what I went through
Shed know why I can't confide

I've waited for as long as I can
I'm just to used to no-one by me
I know I might not show but I care
Just don't understand why you like me
I've waited for as long as I can
I'm just to used to no-one by me
I know I might not show but I care
Just don't understand why you like me

No I don't wanna think about the love no more
Feeling got me on my knees
Help me up on my feet
Keep on tryna hold my hopes
It's just sometimes I swear that it feels like I can't be
Fixed anymore
Or at least
I feel like I'm better off just lonely
Away from everyone Don't relate to anyone, so

Alright
I'll wait until I feel alright
We been in a fight since 16
Pushing those thoughts to the side
Chasing big dreams
Running for the starlight
Don't know why
I get let down when my hopes high
Push me to the side yeah ditch me
Been this way my whole life can't fix me
No I wouldn't even try

When I'm gone don't think
Worry bout yourself
When it all falls down
Don't worry bout me
Wonder what you think
When you pass my house
When I'm not around
Don't hurt about me

Looking at the gray skies not surprise that I feel like this
On a day like this
Yeah
In a crisis
Where the vice is
Yeah I need my fix
And it's insane
This disdain
This hate
I don't wanna count those missed days
Didn't wanna think about it this way
But I can't wait, no

I've waited for as long as I can
I'm just to used to no-one by me
I know I might not show but I care
Just don't understand why you like me
I've waited for as long as I can
I'm just to used to no-one by me
I know I might not show but I care
Just don't understand why you like me