Softheart Raise My Hand Lyrics

--Softheart--
Yeah, trust me, it's complicated, but I'm fine
I just took like 3 grams, put it on my mind
If you add it up all of the time, wonder how many years I've spent online?
Be patient, just breathe in
I don't know why I'd ever wanna be them
Highschool, waking up at 3pm
Used to spend all of my time, just daydreamin'

Holding my hands back, sayin' "I can't embrace it."
Sayin' "I can't escape it.", around my room pacin'
Hold my hand up. I have a question
Who wants to tell me, what the hell happened?

Trees overhead block out the sky, leaves undеr my feet crush like wine
Spirits collect on thе sidelines
Feels weird but I can't decide why

"It's alright. It's all fine.", I say for the 100th time, (Hundredth time)
And it's a real thin line, between when I go and I didn't. Why? --Hamilton--
It's alright, it's all fine
But we both know, it's a f*ckin' lie
Walkin' down the street with the blood shot eyes
I'mma be this way 'til I f*ckin' die
I can't go to sleep, bitch I'm racin' time
Fallin' behind, I can catch up
Don't know why I try just to feel stuck
She said I'm always high, yeah so what?
So what? I give no f*cks
Used to have a heart, now it's just dust
Used to have friends, but they switched up
I can see it all now, I can't trust
A soul, this world is frozen cold
So I stay on my own. I know I'll die alone. Anyway...
--Softheart--
Holdin' my hands back, sayin'
I can't embrace it, sayin'
I can't escape it, around my room pacin'
Hold my hand up. I have a question
Who wants to tell me what the hell happened?
(What the hell happened?)